too tired to think,
too tired to talk,
too tired to work,
too tired to eat,
too tired to wake from this nightmare.
as i trying to find a comfortable place
just to fit in.
nothing seems to work out.
the lies keep piling out.
the work keep piling out.
even your sanity has gone beyond salvation.
the endless insomia
that has brought me into feeling hopeless
keep thinking about things that are supposed not.
the reality is harsh
the only thing that you can imagine is having yourself dying by yourself.
how do i dissappear without anybody knowing, worried, and such.
the only lines that keep spinning around
the song that keep playing on and on.
the problem does not end there, there's a lot of task, and assignment that you need to do.
responsibility,
pride,
money,
family,
friends,
yourself.
just keep thinking and thinking
and die from it.
asking from your inner self.
is it worth it.
I don't know.
I don't what am i talking about.
the only thing i know is.
my life is nothing.
half of decade almost gone up smoke without knowing what's gonna happen next.
adios
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