Just Be REAL

Hello,

i am here again, it's been 2 days, i really want to write, but some circumstances occur.
so i can't write for 2 days, i really want to change my habit even it just a little, it might help me to improve my self as a human beings, and to be real.

i know some of my post might be unusual and weird, well i just want to point it out whatever is on my mind, maybe some people have the thinking like i do, well we might be a good friend then. :)

i don't know who is reading or whatever it is, but some comment might be nice, haha.

well, lately i just really really wanted to be real, i mean to be human at least, just trying to be the real me, instead faking myself just to pleased people.

come on, we are already growing up, an adult. so take care your own shit. will ya.
if i don't like it, i will tell it straight, rather talking behind your back or whatever it is, i want this to be real.

but sometimes i can't do it, you know that right, people have a heart too, a feeling.
but i don't know should i be straight or not, sometimes i do wonder about this.

well maybe for some people that are really close to me, i will tell them straight as it is.
but for some people that "friends" maybe some word will do, but i don't know.

well thats it then, i will write again tomorrow.
adios.