Short Story - Who Are You

One night, there’s a lot of people that walking across me, they looked at me, and staring and then turn their face to see the road again, this is everyday routine for everyone. They are looking at you and then back to their own world, like me or you, we are the same, sometimes we are staring at nothing, sometimes we too focused on it, and then we remember something and then we forget about everything around us, like that world pull us in, so we cannot escape.

I know it’s maybe sound ridiculous, but it’s the truth, sometimes we don’t want too believe, we just want to believe in lie, lie for the honesty ? lie for the truth ?

Have you ever feel something like this ? I bet you do, but it’s that really matter right now ?

Too finding ourselves, too finding something about who are you really are. This is dilemma, so how do we do, we work ourselves, just to keep busy, just trying to make our mind work and free from everything, but sometimes that not the solution.

We are still searching, even now we are still do, so how about you ?

Did you already find about what you are really want ?

Sometimes this is makes me sick, about everything that happening right now, even though there’s nothing to blame or is it just me looking for something to blame, like everyone do ?

I keep straching my head, trying to figure out, while walking across the street, but wait a minute, why would I keep thinking about something like this, it’s not like this is gonna help me to do everyday life or routine, oh Lord, what happen to me, is it the real me that are thinking or is it just you ?

Ah, I know maybe I have different personality, it’s not that new, that someone has one or two character inside of them, but it’s just character not the soul that we are talking about. Huh, wait a minute did I just said soul ? really oh man, I don’t know what gonna happen to me right now, alright I will go back to my room and try to sleep maybe tomorrow I will figure out something about this.

As I walking down the street, and finally I am on my room now, it’s not that big, just a small room that I’ve been living about 4years now, I am now from here, I am travelling here, hoping to find a good job, and a decent live, and thus I already got it, but I don’t know, it’s just doesn’t feel right, ah whatever, I want to sleep right now,

Good Night Cold World, I will let the tomorrow me do the rest for tomorrow.

Good Night.