do you ever felt that you suddenly feeling down, no matter about you do, you just feel that was not ok, but you know that the way it is.
but your heart and your brain tell differently
clashing at each other
and suddenly you are anxious about what to feel and what to do
the problem seems to become bigger
you wear a mask to completely make it you seems okay, but you are not
you just dont want to bother the other people about your problem.
because some people might take the advantage of it, or they just want to help or maybe else.
because no matter what you do, it seems pointless in the eyes of people that you know or not.
and this battle is always going through your head. talking to your innerself about everything, but you just can't find the answer.
maybe you will never find it or you will find someone that become your answer or maybe not
this is not helping you either.
the talks seems might help to calm your anxiety but maybe not.
take your time to heal yourself
because i do feel this way and still trying to find the answer and keep my mind busy so i dont get those feeling back, but it still haunt me, and i become somehow unsociable and just blaming myself for everything.
sincerely
Ade
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